Riddle of the Lamp 2 - My cup

自编灯谜，博君一笑。
始为俑者，非人之所能行。披荆斩棘，饱经风霜，心碎几多年。－－汉字。

If you know the answer, I will send you a picture related to this Chinese word.

Hint: I am not a Pegan.

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