Saturday, March 01, 2008


We always lose a war with him. You cannot fight love especially when it has been given away. It is in these days that we are reminded of the core of human life. He is the reason for us to be here.

Many times in life we are frustrated with how little he understand us, that we tied white bands on them, on which is written, ‘mischievous’, ‘rebellious’, ‘unbecoming’, and most of the time we realized it is us who understand so little about humanity.

Our love is so much limited, inadequate.

Ah yes, I remember this boy. He remembers today’s joy but forgot yesterday resentment. He is not bother by tomorrow’s burden, but enjoys every single moment now. He lives deep within me.

Oh yes, that pair of eyes, which sees no fault in humanity, smile at colorful rainbow but blind to skin color. They will bring greater deeds than what we can conceive.

I sail in stormy seas without fear, but I am disquiet by how much I can bestow, what kind of a world I leave for him. We cannot be his light, we are just lamp post.

I remember a friend once told me, raising man is like raising tree. You must use methods when it is not growing straight, but environment plays an important role.

As I see at those amazement and joys that he never fails to bring to me, I am hopeful. He looks so sure and I will not let him down.

Sunbath Day: Once in a life time

Behind me, few Caucasian women lied there in bikini, enjoying the bright sun. As a man, it is tempting to just turn around. I guess my age is catching up on me.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Yesterday philosophy of Humanity

William JamesWilliam James said,
“Many human think that they are thinking when they are actually rearranging their prejudices”

lostin says,
“Every human prejudice against one another, they just don’t know it yet.”

I am about to finish Alienist by Caleb Carr, next book is The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini.

Second chapter of human kind

Abu GhraibHours ago, Wired publishes How Good People Turn Evil, From Stanford to Abu Ghraib, which also link to never before publish10 disturbing photos (NSFW!) taken inside the prison. The theory of how inheritably good nature human can be twist and turn monster with long term exposure to such environment is so foreseen. Book – The Lucifer Effect: Understanding How Good People turn evil, is also much anticipated. I plan to get one online if it didn’t hit Singapore book store.

Oh, this is like propaganda of some cult philosophy.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

HindiTube: Top hit Hindi/Hokkien MTV

This is one of the strongest evidence why you cannot compete with India. They can imitate anything, and do it better than you. (Video)

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

It will be where you choose to go

I discover this from blogger today, so I added a simple survey on the right. Click to answer if you are interested.

Google voice mail system

Grand CentralGoogle introduces beta voice mail – GrandCentral. Available only for blogger now, it is going to be like a private phone services on your computer. Great, maybe I should consider cancel my home phone.

I believe you can pod-cast from anywhere too.

Youtube: Perilious hand job

Just by watching and reading you will not get me. You have to come close, open your ear and watch this hand job for entertainment. Do not imitate. LOL (Video)

Lyric... (Link) oh..oh read...