Friday, August 06, 2010


国庆日在不知不觉中逼近了. 近日来茶饭不思, 寢食不安, 有几次直觉得生命力几乎流尽, 一种非常宝贵的经验. 哦, 不过别误会, 我不适跟担心国家大事无关, 我好像还没有这种担子在肩上.

我是得了支气管炎, 现在还在受苦, 不知过不过得了国庆日....

开 玩笑得.

不过, 支气管炎也并不是好玩的. 第一晚睡觉时, 一呼一吸之间总会无法控制的猛干咳, 整晚犹如在坐水凳, 透了几口气, 又被按入水里, 不停的重复, 又重复. 全身不痛不痒, 就只呼吸管道抽搐了又放松, 放松又抽搐. 我一夜都在枕头里告诉自己这是一种精神锻炼.

小孩子在家里不要乱乱许要变坚强的愿望. 坚强的性格, 没有捷径, 也不是天生的.

第二天, 医生给了我一些特效药, 松了我的夜晚, 暗地里颇觉得有点失望.

这件事倒给了我一些領悟. 个人支气管炎事小, 几副药, 几天休息就没事了.

组 织, 团体, 国家支气管炎起来呢?

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

The new generation, the new textbook

I snap at my son's comic school textbook for fun.

Ok, it is not for fun. I actually resent my primary school teacher who did not inspire our English learning with such interesting pictorial story book.

See la, mum, I told you Green Lantern can encourage interest in learning English, art, humanity, etc. But you don't buy for me, now I not only poor in English, cannot find a better job, also some Singaporean look at me like I am a third class citizen.

Now is Chinese language turn already huh?

Monday, August 02, 2010

False Prophet

Below are philosophical views and thoughts, if you are the kind who may simultaneously combust out of too much thinking, you should stop here.

How fake can a human being be? I mean, how can you tell a fake human, unless you know a real one personally, there is no reference you can rely on.

An example, someone tries to be, or pretend to be one kind when he is in public view, but leads a very different private lifestyle. It is contradictory, isn’t it? But how do you know this is not what a human being is originally meant to be?

I once read an article that someone synthesized egg which consists the yolk, white and shell. It can be break, cook, fried, and taste exactly like an regular egg. Hell, it even has a cheaper cost than a real one. Chemically, it is no different from a real one, only it is not laid by an hen.

Further to this, does a exact copy of a real one constitutes a fake? And be given a lower value than the original?

Walk around Singapore China Town and you will see those fake bums they were selling, I always wonder how many woman bought it, and how many man likes it. It is ironic that we fake in every way in our daily life we can but we dislike fake stuff.

Thanks to Technology, particularly the Internet, you can fake anything but it will reveals it’s true form once it reaches the web. I bet, an evil man may even grow horn on his head if he stays long enough on Internet.

There is a kind of person who screws everything in life but only good in one things he do, he hates it’s every moment, it tortures himself daily and he struggles every moment living in it. But, he is good at it.

What should he do? Pretend to be the false prophet for the rest of his life?

I borrow this photo from Post Secret to put more impact into my article. Is this the time already? I hate to pretend.