Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sunbath day: shake leg at home

perfect way to grow fat.

1st day of ghost

Is late nite and I am still awake.

What the hack?

Oh! God of Singapore!
release me from this demon body.

if you exist......

Friday, August 05, 2005

Black and white

racist, big and controversial words, but....

who and who is not racist(种族歧视)?

lostin consider himself a racist, my view -

If I own a MNC: CEO is me, CIO my son, CMO my daughter, CXO my wife, my surname, my race.
if I own a nation...
would you do otherwise?

Is hard to let you see you are not, like here:
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of course you are happy, not that I am saying is bad. many of us are contented here, at least we can consider most of the time it was our previlage to be here.

but we cannot choose our birth place, imagine your are born in africa, banana man and...
think he is handsome and talented and so....
turn off the light! nobody see you anyway, food will be your god and rain your blessing.

I said: "you behave like a black!" and you feel offended, because they are inferior? You said you are not racist? aren't you proud if your family name is Lee or Tan or Yeo or whatever? what about a half blood killer? Some time I feel sorry with my own pathetic view.

but lostin is a "jing di zhi wa井底之蛙", talkcock and sing song session over. nothing great! no even worth your 3 minutes.

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

life gets more interesting this way...

My brother used to tell me how come my promotion was so unnatural during my 7 years service in the SAF.

my sister said that I never pay any attention to compliment given to me.

I would like to say thanks to this gentle-women. She has such a great heart that she even hint-ed me to go to the eternal world.

We cannot prevent theavoid this day from coming, and it is not right to end it ourselves. So if you offer to do it in a painless way, please do so in gentle manner. Afterall you will be the one who is making the police report.

(just than lostin thought that not body would bother what the F** he thinks. well, he was wrong!)

Your words are really kind and sweet, but really I prefer: "you F**k** M*** CB, damn you and go to H*ll." like a man. lostin dont quite understand all those self-centered stuff.

but you are welcome to freek me again.

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By Terence recommendation, I try the prata in the canteen for breakfast.

it taste like Singapore - cold, hard and sour, pui!

luckily I still have the coffee.

As I look at the uncle cleaning the table, this incident last nite pop into my mind again, why did the maid steal her employer's underwear?

maybe the whole idea of employing foreign maid is wrong. I have to think about this.

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Spiritual manga

I have to admit that this manga cannot be found in Singapore, as it has crude art and not so exciting story line. Not of any commercial value as to said.

Some christian may find it interesting while other critics find it 'no ground'.

This manga only manage to touch surface of the original author - Emanuel Swedenborg (1688-1772), a Scientist, Philosopher and Spiritual explorer.

he may not be as well known as Thomas Edison, but his work in science not so far away. But the main reason that he is not as famous is probably due the 'power' during that era, you guess it.

The Roman Catholic at that time believe that he is heretic, most people thinks that he is crazy.

Of course lostin were no pioneer of the new church, plus the "Arcana Coelestia - Heaven's Secret" is longwinded and sure to put any regilious freek to sleep, lostin will just stick to the manga.

alternatively, for 'spiritual' purpose, it should be better to watch what dreams may come(1998), always(1989) and ghost(1990).

featuring 2 nice classical, unchain melody and smoke gets in your eye.

oh! all this are so childish!

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Olympic kids

start training your kids for Olympic orredy?

lostin have notice that some parents in Singapore orredy started their preparation for year 2016.

Mr Brown suggested that we host the Olympic here. lostin suggest that you give your child daily RT session while he enjoy his way to school.

Nowasday Singapore is very demanding, not only they want you to be 'green' 'cheap' and 'big boobs', but they also expect you to act like a superman.

our gahmen have plan every thing in ahead orredy!

They open the sport school first, and than bring in foreign 'talent' to create ever overwhelming competition. Soon they value monies greater than moral.

Now they have this new tatic, survival of the fittest. Heavy bags, heavy work....

Whats next?

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Morning Will

although we sleep very late last nite, Will wakeup 6am this morning to send me off work, after some warm kisses we parted.

at that moment lostin wish he can split into two.

get emotion and nearly cannot go to work today.

Monday, August 01, 2005

Japanese name generator

I was playing with this name generator and got myself some cool names,

My japanese name is 石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 誠 Makoto (sincerity).

My japanese name is 川添 Kawazoe (riverside) 翼 Tsubasa (wing).

But this should not change my blood, so I am at ease.

in search for an answer

This early morning mozzie send me this news to cheer me up, make me think more about why am I here?

News 1
In a hospital's Intensive Care Unit, patients always died in the same bed, on Sunday morning, at about 11:00a.m., regardless of their medical condition. This puzzled the doctors and some even thought it had something to do with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the deaths occurred around 11:00 a.m. on Sunday, so a worldwide team of experts was assembled to investigate the cause of the incidents. The next Sunday morning, a few minutes before 11:00a.m., all of the doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were holding wooden crosses, prayer books, and other holy objects to ward off the evil spirits. Just when the clock struck 11:00, Banta Singh, the part-time Sunday sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system so he could use the vacuum cleaner. Having a Bad Day????

News 2
The average cost of rehabilitating a seal after the Exxon Valdez Oil spill in Alaska was $ 80,000.00. At a special ceremony, two of the most expensively saved animals were being released back into the wild amid cheers and applause from onlookers. A minute later, in full view, a killer whale ate them both. Still think you are having a Bad Day????

News 3
A woman came home to find her husband in the kitchen shaking frantically, almost in a dancing frenzy, with some kind of wire running from his waist towards the electric kettle. Intending to jolt him away from the deadly current, she whacked him with a handy plank of wood, breaking his arm in two places. Up to that moment, he had been happily listening to his Walkman. STILL think you're having a Bad Day????

News 4
Two animal rights defenders were protesting the cruelty of sending pigs to a slaughterhouse in Bonn, Germany. Suddenly, all two thousand pigs broke loose and escaped through a broken fence, stampeding madly. The two helpless protesters were trampled to death. What?? STILL having a Bad Day????

News 5
Iraqi terrorist Khay Rahnajet didn't pay enough postage on a letter bomb. It came back with "Return to Sender" stamped on it. Forgetting it was the bomb, he opened it and was blown to bits. There now, feeling better????

fear of death? not so, but to the dont-no-where after it.

people said that you should live your life every day as the last day of your life, but "人生不如意十之八九" who really can say that they live their live to the fullest each day?

Sunday, July 31, 2005

back to childhood

This sunday is a little bit wierd, I don't felt like doing any thing esle except play, so I just took this old game dragon breath III and started playing the whole day, with Raynor beside me.

quite enjoyable though, especially watching the transformation of human into dragon, it is always my dream.

the old quote still sound inside my heart, the great dragon who is cast down by heaven, still roam the earth, in search for the down fall of humanity.

most important, Raynor enjoy watching. This is genetic, unchangable.